Starting our new company has required many formal dinners with investors and friends with their significant others. Last Friday afternoon was no exception with last minute dinner reservations made for 9:15 pm near downtown Dallas...
I'd been up since 4 am, after not sleeping well in the hotel bed. Spent the day running errands with Linda and Anna preparing for the grand baby due any day... a doctor appointment, hospital registration and, of course, shopping.
With the sun quickly setting, I found a few minutes to power nap, showered and began the beautification process to make a good first impression with Bill's business associate.
Because most of our belongings are still in storage, I have only a few dress items with me for these dinner occasions.
Not too stressed out, but still on schedule, I suddenly discovered my black bra and only pair of evening shoes were missing... apparently lost somewhere between recent hotel moves.
At 8:30 I made a mad dash around the corner to Target. With no time to spare for fitting rooms, I quickly found two bras and the only pair of black evening shoes left on the shelves. The shoes were tied together so I couldn't walk in them to be sure of the fit, but took them anyway hoping they'd make do.
Back at the hotel I finished my make-up and dressed.
Aghast! My black pant suit, after traveling and eating out all summer, is now a size too tight, the bras I just bought too small and the shoes too big.
Our dinner reservations are pushed back to ten o'clock, so Bill suggests we run by Wal-Mart on the way to find me another pair of shoes.
By now I'm frazzled and nearly in tears with the hungry headache creeping in.
Hobbling to the Wal-Mart shoe department in my tight pants with newly purchased Target shoes flopping on my feet, I searched frantically to find evening shoes. I settled for the only ones that fit - conservative black pumps with 1 inch heels.
Bill and I sped down the tollway and made our way to the restaurant.
The couple was waiting for us at the restaurant bar just as we entered... a normal middle aged man and at his side a tall, drop dead gorgeous, busty brunette with waist length auburn hair, wearing the perfect aqua blue, strapless cocktail dress with 6 inch heels to match. Did I mention she owns a modeling agency?!
Outside I was cordial and polite but inside I felt old, fat, short and mortified.
Why are we always trying to measure up to others?
...when they measure themselves with themselves and compare themselves with one another, they are without understanding and behave unwisely. -- II Corinthians 10:12